Nope.

I am clueless how we got here

Did we dodge all the bullets or am I dead?

Could I be crazy? - I fear

I could be hallucinating, I could be misled.

Did I not lose you in that maze?

Where we played hide and seek.

I remember your face as you slowly faded out in the haze.

And then it was all gone in smoke, in tears, all black and bleak.

So no, it cannot be,

Not after all that we went through,

I could not have been so lucky,

To have made it back to you.

Listen, Just Pinch me, Punch me, make me feel,

Till this pretty face hurts, and swells, and bleeds too.

So I can touch you and have you and know that it’s real

And maybe, I still won’t believe I found you.

Nope.  

Remember?

Remember how your face lit up

As we lay down looking at the sky

Like a million sparkles

Bubbling and glittering in your eye

I saw my reflection in each one of them

As you held my hand tight

You know it too - it was you and me

It wasn't just the fireworks that night.

Beginning of an end.

How do I begin

When we have reached the end

The part of me that was you

Its lying somewhere shattered

Into little pieces

Of our laughter

Of our tears

Of our  madness

Of our fears

So scattered

That they cannot be one again

This is our reality

A battered you, and a battered me

Trying hard to forget

Trying harder to remember

What it was like

When we began.

Fall

Scatterbrained,

Rather drained,

End game, unfeigned.

I let go of it all,

I hear you call,

You were right there, to break my fall.

Dew

If I could, I would take your scent,

with me, to everywhere I went.

Revel in it, Dwell in it,

Till it hits me dizzy,

Till the world drowns out in a fuzzy,

Into a town blanketed with crystal morning dew,

Where I can romance with the idea of you.